Today I laid in the bed until 6...washed my hair, then cooked dinner for me, myself and I. Now I'm about to start a new book. I'll read until my eyes close. I called my mom before I cooked and she said, "Why don't you wanna go out and make some friends?"
I really just need to take care of me right now. I used to want to always have friends, go out, etc. But at the end of the day, those people who you wanted to be friends with so badly only look out for themselves, or they're not who they appeared to be. When I do decide to venture and make more friends on campus, I want to be the person I appear to be. Loyal. God fearing. Intelligent. Involved in the right things. Fun. But most importantly whole. With or without friends or a companion, I will always be whole. That's all that matters to me.
Read or Weep,